Unification.......the world is so divided right now ........due to many....... many....... political/financial/economic/world weather/ecology/government/money/......etc....etc......i do not have all day to mention the bullshit that is driving us all apart ......not to mention drought/earthquakes/floods/hurricanes /typhoons/......etc....etc.......
As i watched the funeral today of her majesty the queen .....it struck me...... as how bad things are .........it takes the death of one most amazing women.....to unite....... UK/GB/united kingdom/great Britain........once the pomp and circumstance......is over ........ and the streets are cleaned ......the tributes are taken .....all the porta potties are gone .......and life returns to normal ......will the brits unite ......with a new king .......i don't fucking think so .....because the life.......... and rigmarole.......back to work .........aggrevation /job struggling /working /driving/parking/back to normal .....
It will all be forgotten like everything else ......the madness will return ...there will be a pocket of niceties (very...very little )........but london ......like new York.......it's a fucking mad house !!!!...of pay to drive up streets ....it's expensive ......london yesterday was organized...... and incredible how the leaders put the whole thing together in london........ of all places ........yes they have been practicing for this for decades .........however it will soon be forgotten ....everyone BTN......back to normal .......
I just always have a hard time with death .....for the sole reason .......hundreds of thousands .....lined the streets to pay respects to a dead women .......i get it ...it was the queen.....but in normal set of circumstances .....the average person who croaks .....does get the funeral or cremation....whatever .....and then they come to pay respect to you .......yes i know i have slammed this before .....
queen says ...."with great love .....comes great greif.".........
And as much as you love someone...... and maybe do not see them ,.....all the time.......once they are gone ....all the crying /sobbing/tears /coffin jumping (they do exist).......they cannot hear..... or see your pain you are perpetrating upon yourself .......it's mostly guilt .......i went through this hell .....before i realized all the guilt........ and worry ......and stress and sorrow ......could not bring them back (my parents).....all you can do is hope....... if and when you meet!........if this is deemed...... by belief in some way or another !!!!!.......they will see...... and forgive your actions .....that maybe .....you could or could not have avoided .........no on alive knows what happens when we die !!!!some say....... they go to a place ......... hold the hope!....... that the soul does go somewhere ......it's a powerful thing......
In essence and closing ....it's just sad .......that we need death....... to bring us together in masses ......or as a group ......if we just celebrated life everyday ..........but we as human beings take that privilege too much for granted
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