Tuesday, September 19, 2017

my reason for being against family



someone asked me the other day .....why do i hate family .....and  kids .......and  all things marriage ......and  all related stuff in a and around raising children .......

well first of ......i love kids they are great ......and i am totally  opposed to child hunger.... and  abuse on any level ......

and the reason i am against family is.......  its all lies.....mother  to kids........ and the husbands  have  to  lie to ...... stay in the loop.....

growing up ......i have  great parents ...... and they were  kind..... loving and my dad  was hardworking to keep a family together .......

living in  Glasgow  was  great ....i hated when we  moved ......to a place in Stirling called  Denny .......never felt at home..... lost and  displaced .......

like a cowboy in a city ......i considered being blessed  by having great  parents ......

however ....... being of  three  siblings......two women  .....everything was  fine  until they had  kids ......then reality set in ......

because all i saw  was my parents house  get  constantly wrecked  all the time .....and never  getting peace ......my father  was a  great great man ....a family man .....but my idea of  family is  respect ......

he  never  got respect .......because if he did then his  house  would never  have  gotten wrecked all the time ..... and  my parents never  got peace  ever ....

well they have  all the  peace  now ....... and their  house  does not get wrecked......  because they are passed ......shame that really....... that is  the only  time  they got  peace is  when they are dead....

so  i witnessed a  lot of  family bullshit ......even worse  when kids  came  along .....they i found out  they are a  great  manipulative  bargaining tool ON  getting shit from parents .......

i find  it hard to believe how  some families say they are  happy ....all i saw  was   sister  bitterness ..... jealousy .....fighting .......arguing  backstabbing ......hating ...and  jealousy to point  with kids  involved  one  getting without the other ..... and  of  course  lies .......lies  lots of  lies ......

it seems a  marriage...... and parenting is  all   lies   form inception .....i saw this  on  daily basis  ...

i was left  with an  acrid  feeling toward   family and  having kids  ......after  what i  saw  and  went  through ....

my dad  worked all his life ........and should have  had a  beautiful home ....... but no !!!!it never  got  chance........ i lived  there  through sisters  fighting with each other........ and  their husbands ......even to the point of  physical  violence.....  towards   each other...... and my parents house  getting wrecked .....

funny how their  houses  never  got  wrecked ..... right up until my mother  died ....... the house was so rundown with no hot water ....no front door  locked ........and infested with mice .........and  dampness ........and mould ....it seemed they never  ever  got the  chance  to have beautiful home .....

even when my father got  a car ......he always  wanted even that was set on fire .....but he  as  always said........ it was  par  for the  course ......

he  never  got to  enjoy his life  .....his retirement ....he never  got peace .....

and people  Wonder  why i hate  family.........  and the  things  related to it ....it  caused  me  to see  what the hell is it about  ........  they have to lie ......  even to  a point of  not causing trouble ......

why be a  family if  its  lies ........  parents have to lie   all the  time ......

but My  greatest  disdain was  never  being allowed  to  say anything because it would  start  trouble ....

eventually  i  did ......  and  it  came  with the  price of  losing  what was  left of a  so called  family .....

my father  could never  leave out money .......or   anything  ........ things would  always  get stolen  and  he  could  never  get peace  to  enjoy  anything ......

i think the  biggest  mistake we  ever  made  was  leaving our  city  .....

you can take a man out of the  city but the  city Will always  remain in the man .....always !!!!!!

Even to me this  day ....

i was  blessed  to have  father told  me  whatever  the  cost  tell it like it  is  .......and  this is what i  do ........ on my website ........ and  people  don't like me .......but then  i am not  that bothered   people  eventually  reveal themselves  ....it takes  time  but  the real person will always  crawl out of the  hole  for air .....

i witness   bloodshed ..........  where older siblings husband cut a mans  ear off  after  the  wedding reception ....drunk of course........ and  a blood stained  wedding dress .......  on wedding nights ........and  full on  physical  violence ......... where sibling and  husbands  fought........ a full on fight...... In my Mum and  dads  house  ......... it got wrecked ....this is the  total act of  sheer  disrespect ....and sadness even to a point where my grandmother  fainted ......

and people  wonder  why i am so bitter ....... about family ..... 

i put it down to normality ........and then i saw  some  family........ how their  daughters........ and  sons   respected the parents .........and realized i just  got the shit end of a  stick 

all my parents  did  was  feed and  spend ......... and  bail out ....even in retirement........ they got  stiffed and ripped off ...but now  that's over ......

as i do not  believe enough in the afterlife .......and  have  almost died  a couple  of times ...i am not sure if  we  will all ever  meet again 


i was never a  great  uncle  because i never grovelled or fed egos or played the part of  what  uncles are  meant to do whatever  that is ......

 i  never  really thought  my  family cared  enough  about each other so why should i  ....you can pretend all you want playing Happy families  but  eventually  all gets  revealed ......

i never  get surprised  when people  tell em they have  not spoken  to each otter in years.........  i  had the same  experience..........  only until  tragedy strikes ......... does  one  feel  compelled to  make  a  reunion ..........which i think is  hypocritical........ and  evil  on many  different levels ......

i don't care if   getting older ......... you end up alone....... my  mother  did  ........after all she put into  life ....... she died  in hospital bed ........ all by herself ........ so its  all bullshit ........

i realized that  family is just a game oi  lies....... and fronting ........and  what goes on behind  closed doors  

i never  ceased to be amazed ......... when people play happy couples ........and  later i see  them split ......

i have witnessed  abuse....... physical...... and mental on  levels  that  are  really  not  any likeness  to family ....so when people  tell me they are Happy ......i am  dubious .....

i  mean  religion too ....... in Scotland is  one  thing that causes  problems.........  i saw  religion tear up a family........  and  even  down to the  wedding ......one catholic .........one protestant..........

 and  just because differing  platforms of  worship  for  god  ..........each family would not  attend  theirs so it was  two wedding ......and to think religion is  a pile of  lies ........ based  of  the rendering of  uneducated  drunk prophets .......... and  tales  of  a bad  carpenter and a  fictitious  rebirth  from death ......

well as far  as i  am  concerned  ........death is  final  .....

so i decided to let people  know on  my  website the reason for my bitterness  in my view  towards  family ......it seemed  the only time  that were  good  were  at holidays ........but the   that's a hypocritical event ........or  when someone  is   dying ....... does one  make the attempt ....

i never  had  the  drive or  motivation to  go  home  from across the pond...........  as  the place my parents  lived  was a dump ....... and  to what !!!!lies........  and  pretend ....... we  all liked each other  .....

maybe i lost out on the  creation of a  family......... but  all what i saw  left me  with a bitter  taste  of  what  your meant to  do is  all about ......

everyone wants  to trail a blaze .......and  leave a path or  remembrance in this life  ......

but in essence  ........ after a  while ........ like a candle you  just  burn out.......  that flame  dies  .........and once in a while you are  mentioned.......  because life goes on !!!!!!

 



























Saturday, September 16, 2017

the masses just dont get it



this is what they want ...and they are getting it .......but America is playing into it the  game  ......

unlike  France they are  wasting energy on the wrong cause   as  long as  they  have  their  basics  and their  stupid  shit they will riot  ......

you do not  find highly educated  people  rioting ........ nope  sirree  bob ........the lower  rung on the  ladder   .....cry  all you want  .....but you are  giving them  what they want .....

if you  cant .......or  will not see whats  unfolding .....then you a  dumb fuck ......you are  using the  wrong tactics ......America is and  always will be  racist country ......accept it .......and use the  riots  and protests  for  good  change .....because this is a waste of  time .....




St. Louis cop's acquittal triggers second day of protests

JIM SALTER and SUMMER BALLENTINE
ST. LOUIS (AP) — Noisy demonstrators marched through two malls in an upscale area of suburban St. Louis Saturday to protest the acquittal of a white former St. Louis officer in the shooting of a black man, picking up after a night of mostly peaceful demonstrations that escalated into scattered acts of vandalism and violence.
A few hundred people walked through West County Center in Des Peres, an upscale community west of St. Louis, loudly chanting slogans such as "black lives matter" and "it is our duty to fight for our freedom" to decry the judge's verdict Friday clearing ex-St. Louis police officer Jason Stockley of first-degree murder in the 2011 shooting death of Anthony Lamar Smith. A short time later, they demonstrated at Chesterfield Mall and at a festival featuring restaurant food from across the region. No arrests were reported at any of the demonstrations.
The mall protests followed raucous daytime marches in downtown St. Louis and through the city's posh Central West End area during the night. Protesters were making it clear, they said, that the entire region, not just predominantly black areas of St. Louis, should feel uncomfortable with the verdict and its impact.
"I don't think racism is going to change in America until people get uncomfortable," said Kayla Reed of the St. Louis Action Council, a protest organizer.
Susanna Prins, a 27-year-old white woman from University City, another St. Louis suburb, carried a sign reading, "White silence is violence."
"Not saying or doing anything makes you complicit in the brutalization of our friends and neighbors," Prins said.
Smith's death is just one of several high-profile U.S. cases in recent years in which a white officer killed a black suspect, including the 2014 killing of Michael Brown in nearby Ferguson that sparked months of angry and sometimes violent protests.
The U.S. Department of Justice said Saturday it will not open a new civil rights investigation into the case. The head of the NAACP St. Louis had asked for a federal investigation. Justice Department spokeswoman Lauren Ehrsam said the department concluded in September 2016 that evidence did not support prosecution under criminal civil rights statutes, but did not announce it publicly until now to avoid impacting the state criminal case.
Republican Gov. Eric Greitens was highly critical during his 2016 campaign of how former Democratic Gov. Jay Nixon managed the Ferguson protests, suggesting that with the right presence and leadership there could have been peace by the second night.
In advance of the Stockley verdict, Greitens met with Smith's fiancée, black state lawmakers, black St. Louis faith leaders and law enforcement in the hopes of projecting a shared message that peaceful protest would be tolerated but violence wouldn't.
Before the verdict, Greitens put the National Guard on standby, and some troops were deployed Friday night to guard fire stations and other "critical infrastructure" that Greitens didn't specify. He was in St. Louis Friday night and met with local law enforcement officials.
Police erected barricades around their own headquarters and the courthouse and dozens of officers in flak jackets and helmets who wielded batons and shields corralled demonstrators throughout the day and evening.
Demonstrators occasionally lobbed objects into the fortified line of officers, who used pepper spray to repel the crowd.
Tensions flared several times, including when protesters blocked a bus full of riot officers, damaged a police cruiser with rocks and later broke a window and spattered red paint on the home of Mayor Lyda Krewson.
After a tense standoff at the mayor's home, police used tear gas to clear the area.
Police said they made nearly two-dozen arrests before dark and more in the evening, though they still hadn't provided an updated figure more than 12 hours later.
Police reported that 10 officers suffered injuries by the end of the night, including a broken jaw and dislocated shoulder, and some journalists reported having equipment damaged and being threatened by protesters.
Anticipating more demonstrations Saturday, the band U2 canceled its evening concert in St. Louis because the police department said it wouldn't be able to provide its standard protection for the event, organizers said.
Police generally stayed a step ahead of protesters on Friday, preventing them from efforts to block an interstate highway or storm the city's convention center.
Protesters seemed to be taking a different tact on Saturday. During a morning gathering in a suburban park they forced members of the media to stand away from them, over the objections of reporters, including one from The Associated Press. At that meeting, they devised the plan to meet at the malls.
The civil disobedience followed the acquittal of Stockley for fatally shooting Smith, 24, after the suspected drug dealer crashed his car following a chase.
Stockley testified that he saw Smith holding a silver revolver as he sped away and felt he was in imminent danger as he was approaching the vehicle later.
Prosecutors said Stockley planted a gun in Smith's car after the shooting — Stockley's DNA was on the weapon but Smith's wasn't. Dashcam video from Stockley's cruiser captured him saying he was "going to kill this (expletive), don't you know it." Less than a minute later, he shot Smith five times.
Stockley's lawyer dismissed the comment as "human emotions" uttered during a dangerous pursuit and the judge said it could be ambiguous.
St. Louis Circuit Judge Timothy Wilson said prosecutors didn't prove beyond a reasonable doubt that Stockley murdered Smith or that the officer didn't act in self-defense.
In an interview with the St. Louis Post-Dispatch after the verdict, Stockley, 36, said he understands how video of the shooting looks bad, but that he did nothing wrong.
"I can feel for and I understand what the family is going through, and I know everyone wants someone to blame, but I'm just not the guy," said Stockley, who left St. Louis' police force in 2013 and moved to Houston.
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Thursday, September 14, 2017

what the fuck is wrong with wonen today .............



I am not sure what the fuck is  wrong with women today .......but holy fucking crap ........ what sort of  mental case is  this  bitch ......

here is a  simple  rule ....... for  simple  minded  bitch .......if you cannot handle a  child   ....keep your  fucking legs  closed you whore .....simple .....

it  simply  boils  down to as i have  always  said  ...........most women  do not  even love  themselves ........ and  go ahead and shit out  kids ......knowing they cannot love them........ or  pretend they  do  ......

simple life  dynamics ......... how  can you love   anything ........if you hate  yourself.........  known fact   most women have  low  self  esteem  problems  ........if they didn't ....... then  why  is the porn industry ........a  trillion dollar  global  business .....

most people  have  kids  to  fill an empty  void in themselves ......... they cannot love  themselves ......... so  they need   something else  to love ......but they   cannot .........f  they are  filled   with low  self  esteem .....

today's  women are fucking nuts ......on the whole ....... there a re  a  lot of  intelligent women ....but when you see   Jerry springer ...... and  the real housewives ........ and reality  tv ...... these  people  are dying for  attention.....what about me !!!!!

this woman here is  despicable ....... ,i mean......  you know the rules ......if you  get knocked  up  .......its  because you  did not  keep your legs  closed ........ dumbass .......

i hope she  gets life  for  this........ its  beyond belief ....and  trying to  flush it down the  shittier ......i have no words !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




U.S.

Fast-food worker charged with trying to kill baby in toilet





SAN FRANCISCO (AP) — California prosecutors said Wednesday that a fast-food restaurant cashier gave birth to a baby girl while at work and then tried to kill her by flushing her down a toilet.
The San Mateo County district attorney said Sarah Lockner, 25, has been charged with attempted murder after the newborn survived.
Prosecutors say Lockner went to work the night of Sept. 4 at a Redwood City McDonald's complaining of stomach pains and visited the bathroom numerous times, raising concerns of co-workers.
A co-worker discovered a large amount of blood on the bathroom floor and peered over the stall to check on Lockner.
The co-worker told investigators she saw a baby face down in the toilet bowl and Lockner pushing on her back while flushing the toilet.
The co-worker called 911 and when paramedics and police arrived the baby was in Lockner's arms, but the newborn wasn't breathing and didn't have a pulse.
Police arrested Lockner and paramedics revived the baby, who district attorney Steve Wagstaffe said is in stable condition, but it's unknown whether the baby suffered brain damage.
Wagstaffe said Lockner told investigators that she didn't know she was pregnant.
Lockner remain in jail on $11 million bail and will be appointed a public defender on Sept. 18.
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This story has been corrected to reflect that the baby is a girl.

















Tuesday, September 5, 2017

i am not surprisd its america money over lives always its a nation of greed


i am not  surprised ..... especially by landlords ............they have no conscience at all ............. motivated  by greed  ....its America........  when are people  going to learn ...........this is a business ...........and  people  always care about money  always ......
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America  only cares about the dollar  bill ....



U.S.

Landlords demand rent for flooded homes from Hurricane Harvey victims

 Helena Horton,The Telegraph 7 hours ago 








Friday, September 1, 2017

todays parents are useless and weak



This is today's parents have become .......compulsive ......money grabbing ........ uncontrollable.......because of their  kids ......... and a  notebook.......seriously......

and people  wonder why i  Tell them........ i do not  believe in having kids ........... when you see this  shit ......shameful,.........  america....... is in the  toilet of  humanity  ......

what sort of  example are these  fucking fools  setting ........

i mean i get the  fucking idea ........ to have a note book is  it worth it to lose a  life  ......

today's parents are completely  fucking nuts   ........most of them  should not even  have  kids .........  they  cannot even love  themselves  ......nothing worse  than a self  hating  women ........who has  kids  unfit  on every level ........  most women have kids  yet they  cannot even stand  who they are  shite  parents  ......



Woman pulls out gun in Walmart during row over last notebook

 Caroline Mortimer,The Independent 8 hours ago 







APART FROM THE FACT SHE IS A  CHICK. AND  ALL CHICKS  LOVE MONEY. AND SHE  DOES NOT  REPRESENT THE  AMBASSADOR FOR INTELLIGENCE .......

I WOULD NOT  LET THIS MINDLESS BITCH  DO MY TAXES  ....I MEAN YOU HAVE TO GIVE THE WHORE PROPS ........ SHE  GOT MONEY INSTEAD OF  GETTING  SHIT  LOAD AND  SPLITTING SHE  SPENT IT ........

SHE  COULD HAVE  DONE  BETTER ......... IF SHE   WAS A  DECENT ACCOUNTANT  STUDENT....... BUT SHE  DOES NOT LOOK THAT BRIGHT IN THE  HEAD  .......SO  IT IS  WHAT IT IS  ......

AMERICAN  EDUCATION  IS  NOT THE BEST IN THE WORLD........... AND THE  STUDENTS ARE NOT THE  SMARTEST  .........MOST STUDENTS  DO NOT  KNOW WHAT TWO COUNTRIES  EVEN  BORDER THEIR OWN  .........

PRETTY  FUCKING SCARY SHIT......MAYBE SHE CAN GO DO THE TAXES FROM SOME MEXICAN CARTEL .........

AFTER ALL .........SHE IS  BROKE......... AND  WHO WOULD NOT TAKE  ADVANTAGE OF  THIS  SCAM .........  CANT SAY I  BLAME  HER.......... BUT SHE KNEW SHE WAS  DOING WRONG  .......WOMEN LOVE MONEY ........ THEY ALL LOVE IT  .......... NONE OF  THEM  ARE ANY DIFFERENT ALL THE SAME .......




U.S.

Poor student lives the high life after $1M financial aid snafu

New York Post 19 hours ago 




my reason for being against family

someone asked me the other day .....why do i hate family .....and  kids .......and  all things marriage ......and  all related stuff in a ...