ABORTION ........

 

Well....... i like to blog sometimes....... without cutting and pasting .......just blog! .....although it is  more  easy  to get it...... with pics ......and  shit......  and more  demonstrative ........

So this blog is about  abortion ..........something i did not wish to have on my bucket list! ......it was not planned........ i can assure you of that ......and due to certain circumstances...... i could not  have  this person......... have the child  .....very..... very complicated situation .......the reason being ......she was in the  throes of a  divorce ........fresh divorce and  on the  brink of !!!!.....and thus.......  this   would have  complicated  a very ....very  bad situation ....i can tell you....... and  anyone can testify it is  harrowing experience being there after someone  has  had  an abortion .....it is  not balloons...... poppers .......and streamers....... and  cake  .....because as it is child ......  being is  killed ......legalized murder  really!......  but  in the womb...... for  some reason........ abortion is  legal  .....it is like war!!!!! .....war is  sanctioned murder really   .......you can be on foreign soil ......  and gut someone  like a  fresh tuna .....and  get a medal!........it's legal !!!!!.......  that is my point .....as the  govt deems anything  it is  fine ............however....... even to this day ......... i wonder what would have become of the life i  agreed  to let be terminated ......it was not my decision.....and truthfully........ not  my body !!!!.....and that was out of  respect .....for the person...... i was  with .......it is not  to complicate  things ....... by  deciding which is not mine .........in my body  ........that to me........ is  the   crux of the   problem ....if  a woman wants an abortion ........i believe....... it is truly her  decision.....once a man impregnates a woman ..........she does not need him  ........  really truly ........the baby is  growing in her !!!!! .....and it is  her  baby!!!!!.......that is what i felt !!!!...... when this  experience ........  was put upon me !!!!!........it was   very..... very  jarring........ and  harrowing ...........to know you have no control over a life!!!! .......respect to  the  female  body.......  was  paramount in this    case .......i  did not  have a  choice  ...... 

We both understand the graveness of the  situation....... and the complications  this would have caused  ......on every single level ........it was  not easy ....... but had  to be  done ......

Even to this day i wonder  ....could it have been a      famous singer .....or  engineer.....or something  ...but i will never  know  .......it is one of the  harrowing facts of life ....... that one has to experience  .....it puts  some  perspective of the  frailty of   that situation....... and  how  even an unborn has no say !!!!......i will often wonder  to this day what  it  could have been ......

But as though it was  harrowing and jarring for me ....... i cannot even imagine  what  went through this  persons mind   .......had she not  been in a   very  complicated situation  .......she might have wanted  the child .........but was  denied  by the hands of time .....