abortion ..........

Well a very bad subject one that I even was involved in .......... As I am a believer in all things fair in life ...... Although what is fair ......... However abortion ........ I know there is the rowe ..... Versus Wade bullshit ...... All I know is it is a very very harrowing experience in life ....... The reason I embark upon abortion is I had the experience of abortion I was dating a woman many years ago ...... A married ..... Soon to be divorced woman...... Which was a complex and complicated situation ........ In the throes of the relationship ...... She got pregnant....... And as this would have made things very .....very awkward and complicated ...... So the person/female/girlfreind ...... Could not have the child for many many reasons ...... So she decided to have it aborted ....... And as I respected her as a female in very awkward circumstances ...... All I could do was agree ...... 

The day of the abortion is a harrowing day ...... Mostly for her..... and I too but more for her..... she has to have the procedure..... It's not a happy waiting room ...... It's really a place of death...... I don't know how a man gets up every day and manages to end lives on such a scale ...... But I guess in a sinister way ........it's deemed a necessity...... when you are in an awkward place ...... And things have to be done ...... Nothing is fair ...... I will always wonder to this day ...... What would have become of the child we terminated ...... It would have become an issue to proceed in the quest for life ...... Also...... as I see it ....... It was in her body ...... So really it was her decision ..... In all fairness ...... I had no say in the whole scheme of things .......even though we loved each other ..... Timing was wrong ....... I do believe someday....... all will be apparent ...... In essence all I know that a baby is property....... in reality that of the beholder ...... Aka ......the woman ...... So it's her decision ...... It's tough and unfair as life goes ...... But it's a woman's right ...... I think ....... All I took away from the whole harrowing event in my existence .......is life is not fair ...... You just have to respect a person's feelings and decisions ...........