Fathers day.........

Well this one is a very very special rant ........i have to say ......there is not a day goes by...that I miss my fAther ......i felt very very lucky to have such a great father ......I could never had out shone him no ......I stood in his shadow of greatness.....he was incredible not just because he was my dad.   
..he had a profound effect on people who met him.....but on top of that he was a genuis ......in his job .....under appreciated ......but never the less a great family man .......the shit he put up with. ...com family. ...was beyond. Belief ......and not too mention. .....after I had grown. ...had to do the same shit all over again......and be a father .to a sibling ....so called ....who could not. Keep a man ......or maybe. She was just a shit judge of human beings .......not only did my father ...raise the 2 ungrateful bastards......after all that's what the term is. ......they took his name .....no e too .....and used it like toilet paper ......which I took personally. .....simply had they been men rather than cunts .....i would never have minded ......but disrespectful spineless subhuman garbage ......but selfish ignorant garbage does not understan morals ......simple fact .....you cannot polish a shit
...its a shit .......well however a great man .....I never became a father because I saw the disrespect ....neglect. ....hatred ....back stabbing violence arrogance ....religious stupidity.....that I witnessed ......oh and not too mention that. My so called ex sister aka so called family member ....married a fucking psycho ....who on his wedding night decided to bludgeon an innocent man with an ashtray almost kill him and cut his ear off and he almost died ......and then swing a ex sister eith a blood soaked wedding dress .....I think I am justified to say these moments do have an impact on deciding family values ......and when a groom gets handcuffed in a tuxedo ...covered in blood and sentenced to years in jail for attempted murder ...it kind of puts a damper on life .....and to top it off the mans wife thayobliterated his pregnant wife had to donate blood to save his life .......can puts a freeze on your ideas of marital bliss ......tjis was one of many many incidents of what I saw
......and yet the sad sad part of it .....this loser hung around and she. Stayed eith him and spawned a bastard....biologically and personally ......so in essence...thats just a little slice of what was inducted into......so I felt blessed that for put up with all the shit his biological offspring put him through .....he was a tremendous human being......a real man who sought fairness and was fair ....and taught me. ....about people at a very early age.......told me things that till this day..... still cherish .....and use for my life .....let me tell you the tree of life the higher you climb the less branches and leaves there seems to be ......it gets quieter too ......my father gave and gave and gave ......and all he got in return was shit. .....which led me to believe less in family values .....or maybe I just got and saw a shit family ......maybe it was to see reality .....but he was amazing father .....pity he was not honored ....used yes ......I think of him every day of my life so to me i don't need fathers day one day to remind me of what an elegant human being he was he is with me every day.......just remeber anyone can knock up a woman ....but to be a father it takes ....guts integrity a spine .....passion and most of all unconditional love .....but got a bad ROI....I guess he did not care about that ......