mty thoughts

I believe  we live in  time where people have  lost their  fucking minds and  respect ....there is lack of  family structure and strength and understanding ...
i have personally witnessed in my own ex family who  did  nothing more than smile at each other while stabbing each other  in the  back ......only when my mother was  dying ...... and  died....  did i realize  how sinister  ......cold .....ignorant  ......and  deceitful .....and thieving family was ......
I was  held accountable for  not  being the  biological prodigal son who never  hung around and mooched and  begged  borrowed and stole  ....nope i went off and  did my own thing ...was not  always the  right thing but i  did get life  experience .....which is  what i did .....my family pretended  like they cared they didn't it took the death of  my mother  to unite  2 very jealous spiteful sisters  embroiled in years of  backstabbing  jealousy and  hatred and using kids in an emotional game of  favouritism to may parents .....to untie them both.....i find it sick and  despicable and  totally  disgusting  for the  death of  a parent to unify two vengeful family members  its hypocritical and  despicable ........
However the crux of this  rant is why families are lost weak and  disarrayed today ....people leave .....divorce...... and  break up families at the  drop of a  hat ....... its  like marriage has no  sacred  grounds ....but then you need  respect  to have  commitment ......from poor  to rich people  just break up families  regardless  how it affects  kids  and  worst of all the kids  are used  as  collateral .....its   just normal for  kids  to be used in divorce as  pawn for  emotional financial game .......sick people .....
Every generation seems to fall apart  faster  quicker and easier ....all in the name of money as people look for  financial game in the  matrimony  game  .....although its   good  for wedding planners  who simply love the  idea  of  many many wedding its a  big scam and  big money look at  Hollywood  .....those  fuckers  marry  have  kids  divorce and marry again  soon all kids  in Hollywood  will be  related ........
I guess we live in time  where self worth and  respect can be  bought and  sold like old  good  at a swap meet  ...it seems that way .....maybe technology is  intertwined in the demise of  human respect  ...look at  facebook ....every one wants that chance to be famous  ...and be rich ....that's not the  answer to  all your  problems  just look at how the  famous who have  died  through their fame ...
being humble and alive every day .....is the best wealth you can have  .....there is  no price of the gift of happiness and  making others  happy its  contageous .....