death ............. a strange subject

Human beings are strange when it  comes  to death.....they  give  awards  to dead people ....why its  complete  retardation...why not when they are alive .....so in essence   a person does  not have the same  merit  until  he/she  is  dead .....

The stupidity and indoctrination and simple mindedness of the human  race ......artists  are  Worth  more  dead  than  they are alive

 .....why because  their  creative  path  has ended  and they only have  what is left ....that is   sick  and  pathetic   show of  human mentality ....

When   David bowie  died .....prince  died  ...their  albums where   being sold  for hundreds  of  dollars on  e-bay ......     and buildings  were lit purple   for  prince ..... because  he died  .....why not light building  in Minneapolis  when he was alive ......

People are conditioned  and brainwashed  to believe  that death is  more  important than life .....people  don't  award  them until they die  .....

undertakers and funeral  directors  ........death is  a healthy business .....they take  advantage of the  grief .....

Why  give  a dead  man  or woman and  award ...what the fuck  are they going to do with it ....the family  can use  it  but   for what......  as a  memeory ....the   memories are in  the mind  ....all the trophies  and awards   are only material ....

Human  beings  are   so morbid in their  mindset and  cultures .....they  empty the  body of  blood and fill it with    formaldehyde ......... and   put  make  up on  a dead person ....why  so they look  better  when they are  dead ....they are dead .....

death is never  meant  to be pretty its  final .....then we  buy  cards  to say good bye  to dead people ..... so we  can ratify our  guilt  at  a  funeral ....... so we  can feel  better about ourselves .....we spend  fortunes on  flowers   that are   going to  die   ,...because it shows  we  care  more  about them in death than in life ......we  don't  buy flowers  everyday ........ why  because its  expensive  ........it only matters  when they   die ....we only  say good  things  when people  die  ....because  we should  really say  good  things every single  day  but we  don't  ....why  because it takes  time ............ we  need a reason to  do this  ..........and death is usually  the  time  ....

like  Christmas  ....we  need  to kill animals  and  eat them  to feel good  about our  pathetic  cultures...as we  cannot   accept  everyday is a  celebration  of life......we  need   Christmas  ,...and Thanksgiving  ...and  birthdays ......to  celebrate  instead  of celebrating  everyday ....

Human beings  cannot come  together  every day ...they  have to be  riddled with  jealousy  ...rivalry  ....lies   ...deceit ......thieving ......dishonesty .....self  hatred   .....until  death .....

Its pathetic and  sad indoctrination of the  human being  ........that   no one  dances  in the street every  day ...light  candles  every  day ....unite  everyday ....celebrate each other  everyday ....we  need  death  before we  tell  a  crowd  what a  nice person you were  and lie  .....

no one  is  ever  honest  like  parents  they constantly  lie  they have to  its  pressure ....no one  wants truth in  raising of kids  ......

Rewarding a dead  man for his  achievement  is  pathetic human  mentality .....reward hm when he is  alive ......

Hypocrisy in  human  beings is rampant .....we only visit  people  when they are sick and  dying ....i am  guilty of this .....i cannot  defend this  as i  live a  life in another  country .......you get wrapped in your life ....and become  unattached  to  family .....as you get older ....... you get more unattached  especially when you have no family .....

I personally  have  strange  feeling about death .....i think  more important  that being alive is the most important thing .....this matters the most .......we  are all taught there is a god  .....

if  this  is  so  then  our  so  called  god  we  are   taught....... is  brutal and uncaring in   every single  level of  our  existence ......we  are   here  for a  short  time .....not sure why ...... but we  are  not allowed  to live   four or  five  centuries.......god loves  to   take  away  children  with  cancer  .....and let  junkies  who  abuse  life  and  steal  live  .....is this    the  way of  god .....then  we  all must  be  fucking retarded   ....

We  destroy and eat  anything that  moves   ...we   hypocritically celebrate lives  by taking otter lives........  for  our  pleasure ....and  yet  we   apparently  are all under one  god .....we  are  destroying the planet  and leaving nothing for generations of children  .....we  allow  countries to decimate  each other ..........while  no one  stands  up ......

Human  beings  are  the  ones  that are    intelligent ....in the kingdom .....yet  we  celebrate  more in death   than in life .....maybe its  easier  to  show  feelings  in death .....

Cultural indoctrination ....is a  big   part  on  how people  celebrate  a  passing ....the have to  or  you are outcast ...for not  following a rite of passage ....

I will never  understand why human beings award  dead   people  and  look up at the sky .....and speak to them  ....

we  have no idea  if they are  there ....its what we  are  brainwashed  to believe......just like  church  ......it only is  a  church as  long as people  put money in the tray  for the building ....they cannot  pray in their own  church  they simply have to be led  ....and give money  ....if god   made  churches  then why do they need  money to survive .......you decide  i only see  what i see ......

I  does  say in the bible  the lord is my shepherd .....which denotes ......that   people are his  flock  ....and defined  as  sheep.....

The simple fact is  life is all about choices ...you can live life   heaven on  earth  or hell on earth .......

you can  choose  to do drugs  or not .......

You Can choose to drink or  not ....

you can choose  to life your  life  free or be imprisoned......

There  are never  victims .....willing participants in the game of life ..........

Some  people choose  to live  a  life of  complete  lies  and  drama .....and simply  believe their lies  are the  truth ..

some people  decide  to steal and  indulge in dishonesty ....its a choice .....

No  one  makes your decisions  .....


the saddest part  of  all ......is to live your life  by others to make them  happy ........when you should be  making yourself  happy ....

When others are miserable ...they want you to follow  suit ..

misery loves  company ....

you are born....and your  umbilical cord is cut .......separation ........its  a defining poignant  moment  ....that you are on your own ......