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I......... will personally never  understand  .............  the  users of  heroin ......it starts as a  choice !!!!!.....     and then  is  turned into an addiction   ,.........putting a needle .......to get a kick........ is  nauseating...... i worked in a  drug rehab  facility .....it   is  definetely a  choice to take it.........    but then it  takes  control of the  mind........like i say io have never   understood  why  people wanna   do it   ...it has  to boil  down to  absolute   self  laothing /esteem/hatred/life  ......its   all i got  ................

He Opens Up About Losing His Mom to Heroin Addiction

"I’m not in denial anymore. I understand that I do have an addiction, and I am an addict," Keoghan said in a new interview

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Fri, May 23, 2025 at 8:38 AM EDT·3 min read

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• Barry Keoghan was a child when his mother died due to a heroin addiction

• The Saltburn star, 32, revealed "curiosity" led him to also become an addict

• "I’ve got scars here to literally prove it," Keoghan said in a new interview, per Hollywood Authentic

Barry Keoghan is opening up about his struggles with sobriety.

While speaking with Hollywood Authentic about his upbringing for an article published on May 1, the Saltburn star, 32, recalled that when he was 12 years old, his mother died due to heroin addiction. He said that despite this, and the birth of his son Brando, 2, he was drawn to drugs.

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Barry Keoghan at the world premiere of Lionsgate's 'Hurry Up Tomorrow'

"I’m not in denial anymore. I understand that I do have an addiction, and I am an addict,” Keoghan said, per the outlet. "You know, when you accept that, you finally can move on, and learn to work with it.”

He added, “My father passed away as a result of similar and I lost my mum to it. I’ve lost two uncles and a cousin to drugs. That should be enough to go, ‘OK, if I dabble here, I’m f---ed.’ But your curiosity is a powerful thing.”

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Barry Keoghan at the 2024 Vanity Fair Oscar Party Hosted By Radhika Jones at Wallis Annenberg Center for the Performing Arts on March 10, 2024 in Beverly Hills

Keoghan told Hollywood Authentic that he's felt an "enormous amount of pressure" since being on the scene in Hollywood.

“I’ve got scars here to literally prove it,” he said, per the outlet. “They’re a result of using. I’m at peace now, and responsible for everything that I do. I’m accepting. I’m present. I’m content. I’m a father. I’m getting to just see that haze that was once there – it’s just a bit sharper now, and colorful.”

The Hurry Up Tomorrow actor recalled having to be kept away from his mother amid her struggles with heroin.

"I remember being kids here and hearing my mum scream through the letterbox, asking for us, while she’s battling addiction, while she’s looking for money to score,” he told Hollywood Authentic. “And we were just told to stay in bed. We weren’t to go down and hug her.' "

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Barry Keoghan and son Brando

The reflection comes after Keoghan previously told GQ that when he's feeling isolated, he thinks back to his mother.

"My mother, always. She’s many years passed now, but I always think about her anyway," he said. "It’s always just in and around achievements that it’s really prominent—’cause you’d like to celebrate that wit’ ’er, y’know?”

He recalled that his mother wasn’t as present in his life before she died, adding “she was battlin’ a lot of stuff."

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Back in January, Keoghan revealed in a video for the United Kingdom’s Foreign, Commonwealth & Development Office that becoming a father helped him to understand the challenges his mother faced.

Speaking about children’s social care, Keoghan, who spent some time in foster care as a child, said, “As I’ve got older and I’ve had my own son, I realized that it was such hard work for her and, you know, her and my father. And luckily there was a good care system there, which is massively important.”

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I TRIED  TO FIGURE OUT .........THE LOGISTICS ......... IT HAS  TO BE A  MINUTE OF  PENETRATION........ AND  DONE  ..... GUESS ..........  I  AM NOT A MATHEMATICIAN   BUT    582 .....HER FLPAS MUST BE RAW  THAT IS  ALL I CAN SAY .......HOW  DO THEY TEST ALL THESE  GUYS ........TALK  ABOUT  SOMONE  SEEKING ATTENTION  .........SHE GOT IT  .....HER  VAG  MUST  BE  MESSED  UP .............

OnlyFans’ Annie Knight Gives Update Amid Hospitalization After Sleeping With 583 Men in 6 Hours

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OnlyFans star Annie Knight is sharing an update amid her recent hospitalization after sleeping with 583 men in six hours.

“It's just sort of gotten to the point now, I think, where my body has gone, ‘Hey, high cortisol can't function.’ Basically making my endometriosis worse, as well as we know that hormonal imbalances can cause irregular and heavy periods,” Knight, 28, exclusively told Us Weekly. “So unfortunately, that's just what I've been dealing with since.”

Knight explained that the days leading up to the event were “quite stressful” because she bought her “dream house” and was simultaneously organizing the challenge.

“In all my videos, I was very honest about the fact that I was feeling fine before, during and after. So the actual physical side of the challenge wasn't so much the problem,” Knight said. “It was more like the after effects of, I guess, the amount of stress I put on myself.”

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Knight noted that her body has “just hit a wall,” adding that she’s “exhausted” and “burnt out” — but is hopeful about the recovery.

“The prognosis is good, and it looks like I'm going to have to take a week off, try and relax a little bit, sit out in the sun, just take it easy for a little while,” Knight said. “But I'll definitely be OK. I'm not letting this slow me down.”

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The OnlyFans star made her latest headlines on Tuesday, May 20, when she shared that she had been admitted into the hospital following her event. While uploading an image of herself wearing a blue hospital gown, Knight wrote over her Instagram Story, “I guess 583 guys in a day isn’t that good for your body.”

Hours later, Knight confirmed to Us that she underwent blood tests and further medical testing.

“I’m not doing very well, I’ve been bleeding a lot since the challenge,” Knight told Us. “It was definitely a bit raw down there and I did get a small cut.”

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Knight told Us that she was determined to make a speedy recovery. “I’ll definitely survive but it is quite painful and unpleasant at the moment,” Knight said.

Knight’s hospitalization came days after her shocking stunt, where she broke her own record of sexual partners in a day by sleeping with 583 men on Sunday, May 18.

“Doing 583 in a day is quite a lot so I was a little bit worried that I was gonna really struggle with it, because the most I've done before that was 24 in a day,” Knight exclusively told Us after the challenge. “But it was honestly fine. I was shocked by how easy it was.”

Knight, who received 2,000 registrations for the event, said that the men were “really great” — and she even had some reach out to her afterward to express their appreciation.

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“​​I had a bunch of them message me and just say, ‘Thanks so much for today. I was number 206, or whatever,’ and just being really grateful for the opportunity,” she said. “I went through my DMs afterwards — I wanted to respond to them all — because I appreciated it too. It was really amazing how many guys showed up. And I had guys drive six hours to be there. I had guys fly into state just to be there for the event, and then flew straight home after. So it was pretty crazy.”

While addressing her detractors, Knight — who got engaged to fiancé Henry Brayshaw in March — noted that she’s “used to” receiving criticism.

“People seem to, like, get so uptight about it. At the end of the day, these men just want to have sex. God forbid, a man has sex. And I'm providing a service for free,” she told Us. “It really upsets me when I see people coming after the guys and being so mean about the guys that showed up, because I feel quite protective of them, and so when I see all these negative comments toward them, it really, like, upsets me.”

She continued, “I don’t understand why people have such an issue with it. These guys are just out here living life. They've been given an opportunity, and they're like, ‘F*** it. Like, let's just do it.’ They're just having some fun. I think the people that are hating [are] probably just jealous, and their lives are really boring …I mean, the more they hate on me, the more views I get, and the more money I make.”

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Diddy Allegedly Paid Male Escort Named 'The Punisher' $2000 To Have An Oiled Freak Off With Cassie

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Tue, May 20, 2025 at 4:30 PM EDT·4 min read

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Sean "Diddy" Combs' federal trial is still underway, and on May 20, the court heard testimony from a male escort who testified that he was part of the rapper's alleged sexual orgies, dubbed "Freak Offs."

Male Escort Claims Diddy Paid Him $2000 To Create A ‘Sexy Scene’ With Cassie That Featured Tons Of Baby Oil

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Sharay Hayes, a male escort who goes by the stage name "The Punisher," testified on Tuesday that he had participated in Diddy's alleged "freak offs" on several different occasions.

On the stand, Hayes testified about the first time he interacted with Diddy and his then-girlfriend, Cassie, who, in early May 2025, testified that she felt pressured to have sex with different men for Diddy's pleasure.

According to Hayes, he was directed to meet Cassie at a room in Trump Tower in New York City in 2012 and was told to create a "sexy scene" for the rap mogul, which included Hayes and Cassie applying baby oil on each other.

“I was specifically told to not acknowledge her husband,” Hayes told the court before revealing he was paid $800 when he arrived.

Later, Hayes testified that a man, presumed to be Diddy, entered the room wearing a covering that "Muslim women wear" and began to masturbate with Astroglide lubricant before exiting some time later.

He shared that Cassie left, too, after handing him another $1,200.

Hayes testified that his alleged interactions with Cassie and Diddy happened repeatedly, at least eight to 12 times.

Diddy Allegedly Assaulted Cassie’s Friend And Offered Her $30,000 To Stay Silent

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On May 19, Kerry Morgan, one of Cassie's former friends, also testified about her alleged interactions with Cassie and Diddy, who dated on-and-off from 2008 to 2018.

On the stand, Morgan told the court that she saw Diddy physically abuse Cassie in Los Angeles and Jamaica.

Morgan, 39, also testified that she had allegedly been assaulted by the rapper, too, after a heated interaction inside his home in 2018.

"He came up behind me and choked me and left finger marks on my neck and hit me in the head with a wooden hanger," Morgan testified. "Cassie was in the bathroom. It hit me behind my right ear."

According to Morgan, the hanger left her concussed and feeling "dizzy," causing her to vomit repeatedly.

Morgan later added that she retained a lawyer after the incident; however, she didn't file a lawsuit against the "Hello Good Morning" rapper. Instead, she told the court that she accepted a $30,000 payment to stay silent and signed a non-disclosure agreement (NDA).

Cassie Opened Up About Freak Offs On The Stand And Testified They Became A Full Time Job

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When Cassie was on the stand testifying about her alleged experience with Diddy, the "Me & U" singer recounted the first time she heard Diddy allegedly express his interest in watching her have sex with another man.

"I was 22 at the time, my stomach churned, didn't have a concept of how that would be a turn on, but I accepted the responsibility," Cassie said on the stand. "I was confused, nervous, but also loved him very much and wanted to make him happy."

Later, the 38-year-old mother of two said that participating in the alleged sexual orgies became the only thing she had time for, adding that they could last for hours or even days.

"They would be 36, 48, 72 hours, the longest one was four days," she said.

Cassie Says She Questioned Her Reality During Freak Offs

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"I felt disgusting. I felt humiliated," Cassie said about her involvement in the sexual encounters. "I didn’t have the words to show how horrible I felt. I couldn’t talk to anyone about it."

To make matters worse, Cassie also testified that during the "freak offs," she'd often question her reality because the encounters were allegedly fueled with illicit drugs and alcohol.

"I was high so I didn't feel much," she said. "Did this really happen to me? I didn’t know what was going to happen after that, if we were going to do it more frequently, I said yes to more, I didn't want to make him upset or angry."

Others Praise Cassie For Her Bravery On The Stand

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One of Diddy's former musicians, Aubrey O'Day, recently appeared on Amy Robach and T.J. Holmes' podcast to discuss the trial of her former boss and praised Cassie for her bravery in the process.

"Sometimes I hear her discuss things that she did then and how now she would never, she understands it differently, and that makes me feel like so happy for her that she's come, you know, because I don't know her as a mom, so like to understand that she made that evolution and went to the other side of viewing all of it made me feel like really proud of her," she said.